What’s left when the search for a better “you” stops?
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Why Every Non-Duality Speaker Is Lying (w/Kat Van Oudheusden)
The innocent, impersonal simplicity of THIS.
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Do you really need all this spiritual crap?
A Thursday Zen rant for anyone who’s done everything right and is still seeking that enlightenment fix.
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Ex-Hindu Monk On The Utter Failure Of Spiritual Seeking (w/ Tobias Ricardo)
15 years a monk and no enlightenment? Here’s life after the seeker itself dissolves.
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The end of seeking is NOT what you think
A livestream built around what’s actually left when the search stops.
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This Is What’s Longed For (w/Zabi)
A 2 hour conversation about no-thing 🥳
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The Nuclear Reactor of Unworthiness (w/Dr. Rishi Menon)
Unworthiness, alcoholism, burnout, near-suicide, India, the Enneagram, cannabis, and the Bahiya Sutta. Also Snoop Dogg.
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What’s Left When The Stories Stop? | Sunday Zen LIVE
What’s here that’s NOT a story?
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Taking The Exquisite Risk (w/Simon Brown)
The necessity of spiritual friendship, facing what we don’t want to face, and how childhood trauma shapes our capacity for play.
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You Really Can’t Do This Wrong
Awakening goes how it goes for YOU, so relax (or don’t!)
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The kingdom of heaven is spread upon the Earth (Christmas Eve Live)
An intimate Christmas Eve livestream ❤️
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The Realest Fake Thing That Never Was (with Eshwar Segobind)
There’s a lot of duality in non-duality 😂
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Unworthiness and Worthiness are BOTH Bulls***
Unworthiness may be the core human OS that drives most suffering…but it’s a complete NOTHING 😘
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The Costume Most Of Us Will Never Take Off
What happens when the identities we’ve spent decades building start to fall away? A live exploration of the dissolution of self, the disappearance of negative self-talk, and what remains when we stop believing our own stories.
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